sometimes i really wish i could get on the rooftops and scream on the top of my lungs that i love her. and how much in love with her i am.

because i can't say it enough. and it's frustrating sometimes because i just don't know how to express myself. all these feelings are so overwhleming.

but for now this will do: i'm in love with her. more than i have ever been but not as much as i will be tomorrow and the upcoming days.. weeks.. months.. years...

it's her hair and her eyes today
that just simply take me away,
and the feeling that i'm falling further in love
makes me shiver but in a good way.
all the times i have sat and stared,
as she thought fully thumbs through her hair.
as she purses her lips, bats her eyes
and she plays with me,
sitting there slack jawed and nothing to say.
cause i love her with all that i am,
and my voice shakes along with my hands.
cause it's frightening to be swimming in this strange sea,
but i rather be here than on land.

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